Dreamer | Mama of 2 | Firecracker | Gin Enthusiast | Champagne Addict on a Sparkling Wine Budget
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Sunday, February 10, 2013
Music Mags & The Magic of it All....
I remember the magic music magazines had on me as an impressionable teen & emphatic music lover. Magazines were different then, they contained more interviews with artists & singers and all the people I would stare at each saturday morning watching rage and wondering what would it be like to be on the other side of the screen. Magazines for me were like smatterings of magic dust from my favourite artists in print for me to devour each and every word that was printed. I studied their pictures like I would be tested on it later to see if I knew what colour socks they were wearing, or what colour nail polish they had on. To me it was my own personal peek into their lives, what made them write those lyrics, feel that pain, or compose those melodies. Music Mags simply unlocked a world to me that made me feel like I had some kind of connection to these artists that in turn dictated the soundtrack to my twisted youth. I was so grateful for newsagents, I mean you weren't meant to read magazines without first purchasing them, but I had mastered the art of perusal while secretly reading slabs of an article from Rolling Stone, sometimes I would need multiple visits to finish the interview, but it was always worth it. I would live off those snapshots of their lives until I could listen to their next single or their next album, or at least until the next interview was in print......
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
Surreal.....
I would say the only word that could describe the last couple of weeks is surreal....... I can't actually believe there is a babygirl inside my belly and that she is due in 4 days. The closer it has gotten to her due date, the more I don't actually believe she is real. She moves incessantly but its like part of the furniture now, I'm used to it and don't find it at all like an external being, that simple fact that she will actually come out is not really something I think of as reality...well until it happens.
My mood this week has been weird and whimsical, I've gone into a loner/leave me alone headspace, which is not uncommon for me anyway. The hours of each day seem to melt into the other and before I know it another day is done and dusted.
I miss being able to move around with ease and grace, I miss my stomach, I miss my sparkly glasses of champagne and being able to wear my favourite skinny jeans with my favourite rock t-shirts. That all feels like a different lifetime ago. I am ready for the rock'n'roll mama reinvention, I am excited to be a brand new me, whoever she is, she will still be fierce, sarcastic & moody with maybe a little more love shooting out of her......XX
My mood this week has been weird and whimsical, I've gone into a loner/leave me alone headspace, which is not uncommon for me anyway. The hours of each day seem to melt into the other and before I know it another day is done and dusted.
I miss being able to move around with ease and grace, I miss my stomach, I miss my sparkly glasses of champagne and being able to wear my favourite skinny jeans with my favourite rock t-shirts. That all feels like a different lifetime ago. I am ready for the rock'n'roll mama reinvention, I am excited to be a brand new me, whoever she is, she will still be fierce, sarcastic & moody with maybe a little more love shooting out of her......XX
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babygirl,
belly,
champagne,
due date,
love,
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