A simple tomboy girl, trapped deep inside a complicated bimbo world, ordinary but left of the middle, loathing, loving & living every moment. This life is twisted, so I like to twist it up just that bit more, I love rock n' roll, NZ white wine, make-up, rugby & trying to make the most out of everything. My moods are insane, I have too many nicknames to mention & I can't stand fakeness....
In August 2010 after almost 8 rock solid, hard candy years together I married the rock to my roll. We have been on a rollercoaster that was built to last & the love has only multiplied since we locked eachother down....
I have amazing, eccentric and beautiful friends, a family that I couldn't have dreamed up better & a life that is fat-full of adventure and sweet times....
25 Things....
1. I love cold weather.
2. I have been in 2 interstate relationships that ended badly.
3. I think scars are beautiful and show a life lived fiercely & without hesitation.
4. I never had childhood dreams of becoming a bride, only to be a rockstar, i'll meet in the middle for a rock 'n' roll wedding.
5. My heart turns to cement when I think that one day my parents will die.
6. I have 7 tattoo's and am over people saying "you might regret that one day" I think if my biggest regret in life is some ink on skin, I've had a bloody good life.
7. I have an irrational & debilitating fear of birds that stems from an unfortunate incident with a flock of seagulls when I was a kid.
8. The first guy I ever fell in love with is still 1 of my closest friends today.
9. I hate ice-cream & chocolate & apparently these are 2 things that make you a "girl".
10. I have OCD tendencies in the form of doing things in two's otherwise I feel the world will explode.
11. My brother has been like a 2nd father to me and I love him for soaking up all my tears throughout my childhood & adolescence.
12. I am addicted to black eyeliner and lip gloss and have been since I was 18.
13. My best friends are all in England.... How could those grey skies steal all my sunshine in one hit?
14. I never cry in movies or when watching tv but certain songs pierce my heart & the floodgates open.
15. If 100 people said something good about me and 1 person said something bad, I always think that the 1 person must be right.
16. I am addicted to soda water and champagne....the magic is in the bubbles.
17. I have travelled to some of the poorest parts of the world & found the happiest people, its confirmed my belief in the simple life.
18. I am so scared of airplane toilets that I limit my beverage intake 1-2 hours before flights so that I don't have to go.
19. I am obsessed with the 1940/50's & whenever I watch movies or listen to music from this time, I feel like I come alive. I have often dreamt of owning a champagne club with big bands & girls swimming in giant martini glasses.
20. I have dark moods that could hold back tides if unleashed.
21. I was badly hurt & betrayed by my best friend of 8 years in 2006 & I'm still learning how to trust people again.
22. I believe in spirits & have had psychic experiences & dreams that have led me to certain decisions.
23. I have had my heart broken, ripped out and sh*t on 3 times.
24. It took me 21 years but I found the rock to my roll in 2002 & he placed all the pieces back together.
25. I hope my life won't be for nothing and that I will be remembered, even if its just as the girl who was scared of birds, shrank her bladder on planes whilst refusing bubbly beverages & counting in two's.
