May this be over now....

wow. thought i would be healed by now, but i guess this cloud is darker and stormier than first thought.... on the up I am a million times better than I was....breaking up my days into 2 segments and having my mama around has really helped. I will be on my own for the next 3 weeks and I'm kinda shaking just thinking about it. 1 day at a time, that is all my mind can handle at this stage, 1 freakin day at a time.....plans...just started making them, getting out there again, something to reinspire me, shake this shit up, dust the old glitter off and sparkle up some new life, I desperately need to get one....I can't stay MAY this month has sucked thus far and I am craving just a taste of June, hoping it will save me....