Twisted Lollipop

So Life has twisted and turned me into a mama.... 4 months have gone & she is just a lil piece of heaven candy.... sweet as the sun and the sky...but she has also turned my world upside down and i am kinda twisted about my old life just evaporating before me eyes! the days are repetitive and nonchalant. The nights are full or worry and 'am i doing this sh&t right'....but its all fun and lush and games. The first couple of months were pretty overwhelming, sleep deprivation is not pretty and can make you mental, noone really talks about how hard it is to get up every 3hrs and feed your baby, i wish someone had, but even if they did I probably wouldn't have heard them. I know now that pregnancy HAS nothing TO DO with being a MOTHER, I was like my old self the entire time i was knocked up except for the belly...and the no drinking....and the lack of caffeine in my veins! well my point is you dont have to sacrifice your life.....YET. The baby smiles get bigger and turn to mini-giggles and somehow all the sh$t & hard work just melts away...