Not All Roses

Since my depression has lifted and twisted into just the normal peaks and valleys of life, I must say, it hasn't all been roses. There have been plethora of rose-like moments over the latter half of 2012, but suffice to say I didn't suitably smell them or even let them penetrate and morph in to real 'happy'moments. Ironically I was so happy to not be depressed that I just couldn't conjure up and pounce of the moments where I really felt good. 2013 is here, whether I can believe it or not, I made it through one of the best yet worst years of my life. I am here. I lived to tell the tale and it can only be sweetness from here on out. I will embrace it all, I will live the living shit out of each day, I will had sad moments, or bad times, but it's all good, so does everyone else. Tales from Candyland will flicker, re-spark and come back to life in a big, beautiful way. Stay Tuned Lovelies XX

4 Months...

so I have 4 complete months left of no work and to that honour I am going to try and blurt out my daily/weekly thoughts and meanderings into this well-ignored blog. all things fancy, all things mundane, it is what it is and I am not going to censor or pre-think my random collection of thoughts anymore. this should be fun or at the very least something to remember the glory days of maternity leave and permanent pyjama status.